Does it run my life?
Does procrastination, my constant need to put things off, delay the good things that are presently involved in my life. A feeling of relief when I finish a paper, ace a class, clean the house, help a child, or carry the world on my shoulder and succeed is the feeling I anxiously wait to feel all day. Instead of finishing first and feeling it through the day though, I push off my task, worrying about finishing it while I do other not as important things, then after much thinking and worrying I finally sit down to start. After a day of doing everything but I finally accomplish the very thing I never wanted to do in the first place. And with much relief after I finally finish what I have avoided all day I have a couple hours of peace.
AWWWW....Procrastination.
Wednesday, February 17, 2016
Thursday, October 29, 2015
Teenage troubles...
Teenage boys who don't...
Don't shower when I ask.
Don't brush their teeth when asked.
Don't clean their room when asked.
Forget their homework when asked.
Are making me lose my mind every time I ask.
Don't shower when I ask.
Don't brush their teeth when asked.
Don't clean their room when asked.
Forget their homework when asked.
Are making me lose my mind every time I ask.
Sunday, August 30, 2015
Tick Tock goes the Clock
Tick Tock, Tick Tock. Time goes by.
Still I wait, still I sit. For you may fly, but I must sit and watch our babes go by.
Still I wait, still I sit. For you may fly, but I must sit and watch our babes go by.
Friday, August 28, 2015
Ummm.......WTF
New Life! New Me! Who said this was they way it should be.
One day he said he was through. Through with this life we had built together. Me, with the thought that it was a forever.
A life crisis. A life regret. Then, a life purpose went out the door.
So much we have, so much we have gained and earned in our lives. So much that means nothing anymore to him. It is everything to me. It is what I have worked for, it is what I have bled for, it is what I have wept for.
IT IS MINE!!
One day he said he was through. Through with this life we had built together. Me, with the thought that it was a forever.
A life crisis. A life regret. Then, a life purpose went out the door.
So much we have, so much we have gained and earned in our lives. So much that means nothing anymore to him. It is everything to me. It is what I have worked for, it is what I have bled for, it is what I have wept for.
IT IS MINE!!
Monday, March 30, 2015
A new leaf
When my life takes a turn for the unknown.............
The recently not so recent realization, because it was said to me, that everything I thought was real is now not. The truth that was said is now false. The words that were written are now lies. The feelings that we pronounced were for play. To take so many steps in the same direction and all of a sudden realize you were going the wrong way. Oops, I didn't mean to live this life I was living.
The recently not so recent realization, because it was said to me, that everything I thought was real is now not. The truth that was said is now false. The words that were written are now lies. The feelings that we pronounced were for play. To take so many steps in the same direction and all of a sudden realize you were going the wrong way. Oops, I didn't mean to live this life I was living.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
New News
Hello Hello internet world.
New news: House shopping is horrible!
I thought it was so exciting watching HGTV and House Hunters. They all looked so excited. They LIED!!! Or just didn't show all the headache involved. The denials. The Hopes and Yeses being squashed. We have put in 7 offer. One we let go because of bad Neighbors:(. 3 we lost to cash offers. and the last three we bid too low.
California real estate is so crazy and every county is different. There is seriously too many investors involved. and too many people going after the same houses. Please Please I hope we find the perfect home for us. and everything follows through smoothly when it does happen.
New news: House shopping is horrible!
I thought it was so exciting watching HGTV and House Hunters. They all looked so excited. They LIED!!! Or just didn't show all the headache involved. The denials. The Hopes and Yeses being squashed. We have put in 7 offer. One we let go because of bad Neighbors:(. 3 we lost to cash offers. and the last three we bid too low.
California real estate is so crazy and every county is different. There is seriously too many investors involved. and too many people going after the same houses. Please Please I hope we find the perfect home for us. and everything follows through smoothly when it does happen.
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