Wednesday, February 17, 2016

Procrastination!

Does it run my life?
Does procrastination, my constant need to put things off, delay the good things that are presently involved in my life.  A feeling of relief when I finish a paper, ace a class, clean the house, help a child, or carry the world on my shoulder and succeed is the feeling I anxiously wait to feel all day.  Instead of finishing first and feeling it through the day though, I push off my task, worrying about finishing it while I do other not as important things, then after much thinking and worrying I finally sit down to start. After a day of doing everything but I finally accomplish the very thing I never wanted to do in the first place.  And with much relief after I finally finish what I have avoided all day I have a couple hours of peace.  
AWWWW....Procrastination.